endless rain into a papercup.

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Sun, 24 Mar 2013 21:19:12 +0700

Marvel should attach this short animation to all of their...

Sun, 24 Mar 2013 17:57:19 +0700

Marvel should attach this short animation to all of their movies.

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Sun, 24 Mar 2013 17:57:09 +0700

30 Day Ragnarok Online Challenge

Sat, 29 Dec 2012 23:25:41 +0700

1. What was your first class character? What job did it become?
- my first job was thief, and i’m getting it into an assassin. then i get bored and tried some wizards. it dies every so often because of my shitty stat build (n00b). and lastly, i tried becoming an acolyte and began support my party, it goes on and on until i became a priest. cool.

2. When and how did you start playing?
- around 2004, my friend asked me if i was an online gamer or not. firstly, i said “no i’m not. i only play console games.” and now, i never touched any console, ever again.

3. What is your favorite job?
- priest definitely. viva la magnus exorcismus.

4. Do you WoE?
- sure, i was the best priest on my guild! :D

5. Who was your favorite guild?
- Amnesia (on private server), most loyal guild i’ve ever been on, and they paid me well *kaching*

6. Who was your main?
- ReignBeau the almighty high priest

7. What’s your favorite non-MVP monster?
- huh? never thought of that.

8. What’s your favorite MVP monster?
- moonlight flower

9. What’s your favorite hat?
- big golden bell

10. Knights or Crusaders?
- crusaders. as a paladin, they have a somewhat deadly skill.

11. Wizards or Sages?
- wizard, as a solo. sage, as a team.

12. Hunters or Bards/Gypsys?
- hunters.

13. Priests or Monks?
- do i need to answer this?

14. Blacksmiths or Alchemists?
- alchemists!

15. Assassins or Rogues?
- rogues. the have cool outfit.

16. What’s your favorite pet?
- sohee!

17. What’s your favorite place to level?
- nameless island - cursed monastery.

18. What’s your favorite place to party?
- umm, sograt deserts.

19. What’s your favorite homunculus?
- that jelly thing, uh i forgot it’s name…

20. Which town did you frequent the most?
- payon :D

21. Who was your favorite GM?
- can’t recall their names

22. If you were thrown into the Ragnarok world, what job best reflects your personality?
- priest/alchemist

23. Do you own any Ragnarok items in real life?
- an angel wing!

24. Have you ever cosplayed anything Ragnarok?
- no, but i’d like to

25. Have you read the Ragnarok manga? (manhwa)
- no.

26. Have you watched Ragnarok: The Animation? (anime)
- yes.

27. Do you prefer low, mid, high, or super high rate servers?
- high servers. casual.

28. What is your least favorite job?
- blacksmith?

29. What server did/do you play on?
- there’s too much i can’t list them all, but mostly, on the indonesian official server

30. What is your most memorable memory playing Ragnarok Online?
- WOE! that feeeeeeeeeeelings!!!

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Sat, 01 Dec 2012 11:50:14 +0700

this moment is the exact definition of perfection; i don’t know...

Tue, 27 Nov 2012 12:46:58 +0700

this moment is the exact definition of perfection; i don’t know anything more intense and beautiful than two people, madly wanting each other but still restraining themselves because the tension is too flawless to be broken.

This is how alcohol looks under the microscope:

Sun, 25 Nov 2012 23:07:18 +0700

A company called Bevshots has produced a series of shots of booze under the microscope at the Florida State University’s chemistry labs.

Molecules at 1000x Magnification !

Champagne:

Dry Martini:

Margarita:

Pina Colada:

Sake:

Scotch:

Tequila:

Vodka:

I’ve been searching for this song for soo long maybe...

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 19:34:00 +0700

I’ve been searching for this song for soo long maybe it’s been 10 years, and accidentally got it from SongPop. I heard this first at Roswell TV series (remember that one? it’s about aliens!) and since then it really stucks on my brain. Oh thanks god, thanks.

Zero 7 - Destiny

I lie awake
I’ve gone to ground
I’m watching porn
In my hotel dressing gown
Now I dream of you
But I still believe
There’s only enough for one in this
Lonely hotel suite

The journey’s long
And it feels so bad
I’m thinking back to the last day we had.
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I’ll be back with you
I’m nearly with you
I’m nearly with you

When I’m weak I draw strength from you
And when you’re lost I know how to change your mood
And when I’m down you breathe life over me
Even though we’re miles apart we are each other’s destiny

On a clear day
I’ll fly home to you
I’m bending time getting back to you
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I’ll be back with you
I’m nearly with you
I’m nearly with you

When I’m weak I draw strength from you
And when you’re lost I know how to change your mood
And when I’m down you breathe life over me
Even though we’re miles apart we are each other’s destiny

When I’m weak I draw strength from you
And when you’re lost I know how to change your mood
And when I’m down you breathe life over me
Even though we’re miles apart we are each other’s destiny

I’ll fly, I’ll fly home
I’ll fly home and I’ll fly home

pertanyaan-pertanyaan pengisi malam

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 23:56:00 +0700

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?
- Empire Ants, Strange and Beautiful, Stuck on The Puzzle, Call It What You Want, Flower
2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
- jodoh gue
3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
- "...yang berpijak pada lebih dari tiga dimensi, merupakan dasar yang pokok bagi gerakan..."
4: What do you think about most?
- delusive future
5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"ternyata ***** punya kakak cewek namanya ***... bahagia..." -- Happy
6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
- with, kalo engga masuk angin.
7: What's your strangest talent?
- being so perfectionist, is that even a talent?
8: Girls... (finish the sentence); Boys... (finish the sentence)
- Girls..... generation make you feel the heat! B-ring the boys out!
9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?
- yep
10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?
- about... 2 days ago?
11: Do you have any strange phobias?
- social anxiety disorder
12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
- corn seed
13: What's your religion?
- don't have any, but I believe in god
14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
- eat, nom nom nom
15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
- front!
16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
- still L'Arc~en~Ciel
17: What was the last lie you told?
- ga punya duit (padahal koinan banyak di kosan, duit juga kan?)
18: Do you believe in karma?
- yesssss
19: What does your URL mean?
- taken from Beatles' line : "words are flowing out like endless rain into a papercup." therefore, the paper is wet.
20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
- insecurities, positivity
21: Who is your celebrity crush?
- Ezra Miller
22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
- nope
23: How do you vent your anger?
- seek some positive things about the problem
24: Do you have a collection of anything?
- L'Arc merchs
25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
- video chatting
26: Are you happy with the person you've become?
- no
27: What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
- rust scratches, bed bump
28: What's your biggest "what if"?
- what if I never existed?
29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
- of course, both of them.
30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
- favourite white monkey doll, drawing portofolio
31: Smell the air. What do you smell?
- tea
32: What's the worst place you have ever been to?
- swimming pool covered with moss
33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
- never been there and don't care
34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
- Hyde
35: To you, what is the meaning of life?
- to be fucked up then have some fun with it
36: Define Art.
- all the good things in this ugly world
37: Do you believe in luck?
- yep
38: What's the weather like right now?
- cold. "this night seems to be colder than ever."
39: What time is it?
- 11.16 PM
40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
- no
41: What was the last book you read?
- some books about mental disorders.
42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?
- yes
43: Do you have any nicknames?
- mok
44: What was the last film you saw?
- We Need to Talk About Kevin
45: What's the worst injury you've ever had?
- deep glass cut on my left palm.
46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?
- yeah
47: Do you have any obsessions right now?
- "I WANT TO BE THE VERY BEST, LIKE NO ONE EVER WAS" wait that's pokemon theme song
48: What's your sexual orientation?
- straight
49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?
- yes
50: Do you believe in magic?
- YES
51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
- no, i forgive all my enemies, except one
52: What is your astrological sign?
- LEO
53: Do you save money or spend it?
- save!
54: What's the last thing you purchased?
- ice tea
55: Love or lust?
- lust
56: In a relationship?
- nah
57: How many relationships have you had?
- nah
58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
- NOOOOOO WHY GOD
59: Where were you yesterday?
- kampus balubur ayam cola
60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
- my sketchbook
61: Are you wearing socks right now?
- nope
62: What's your favourite animal?
- owl
63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
- AHAHA i'm too embarassed to say this but...
64: Where is your best friend?
- lagi nugas di kosan temen ceunah
65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.
- weissesrauchen, pulmonaire, odaro, phaenomenas, sexramiller
66: What is your heritage?
- minangkabau
67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?
- galau
68: What do you think is Satan's last name?
- satan...gah dua belas malam
69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
- yes
70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
- no
71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
- call for help
72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
- yes, i'll travel the world, no, i'm happy with death
73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
- love, it need trust, though
74: What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
- call it what you want! eh eh eh call it what you want!
75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
- 1913
76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
- trust and honesty
77: How can I win your heart?
- put on some glasses and have mid-length wavy hair
78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?
- yes
79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
- applying to Djarum Scholarships
80: What size shoes do you wear?
- 40/41
81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
- "thank you for coming, have a nice day."
82: What is your favourite word?
- doodle
83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
- attack
84: What is a saying you say a lot?
- oh gitu
85: What's the last song you listened to?
- the silver shining
86: Basic question; what's your favourite colour/colours?
- lime green
87: What is your current desktop picture?
- Tycho's album cover 'Dive'
88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
- you.
89: What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
- this question
90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
- make a museum and ta-da, money!
91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
- control people's mind mwahahaha
92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
- L'Arc's live!!!
93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
- my sociophobia trigger
94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
- Ken!
95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
- Maldives
96: Do you have any relatives in jail?
- nope
97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?
- yeah haha
98: Ever been on a plane?
- of course
99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
- i guess i'm getting my 15 minutes of fame now

weissesrauschen: unbenannt by AnilinA VerdeAzul on Flickr.

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 10:15:30 +0700

weissesrauschen:

unbenannt by AnilinA VerdeAzul on Flickr.

contemporaryartdaily: Jürgen Drescher at Rodolphe Janssen

Mon, 12 Nov 2012 22:03:01 +0700

contemporaryartdaily:

Jürgen Drescher at Rodolphe Janssen

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Sat, 10 Nov 2012 21:59:48 +0700

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Sat, 10 Nov 2012 18:24:53 +0700

elfandiary: “angsa hitam portrait” 12x12”, 300gsm paper

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 19:41:56 +0700

elfandiary:

“angsa hitam portrait” 12x12”, 300gsm paper

37-40 of 100 Photos of Ezra Miller

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 13:36:37 +0700

37-40 of 100 Photos of Ezra Miller

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Tue, 06 Nov 2012 13:18:06 +0700

SOLITUDE DIALOGUE OF DELUSION [2]

Tue, 06 Nov 2012 13:01:35 +0700

“if your daily delusive daydreams comes to reality, what will you do?”

“i would be frightened. very, very frightened.”

“explain.”

“the word delusion itself refers to false reality. and when your daydreams comes out to your life, the delusion trapped inside will also ruin the reality.”

“but, i thought that’s what you wanted to happen all this time.”

“indeed. maybe this delusion already scratches out my sanity bits by bits. i couldn’t even think clearly.”

“…”

“what is reality anyway?”

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Thu, 01 Nov 2012 15:39:00 +0700

Euforia Edisi Pertama

Sat, 20 Oct 2012 21:46:00 +0700

Mungkin sebenarnya 1 bulan belum bisa disebut rutinitas. Tapi ketika hal yang dilakukan rasanya begitu menyenangkan, ternyata suatu hal bahkan bisa sampai disebut lebih dari sekedar rutinitas. Dan rutinitas menyenangkan saya sebulan kemarin baru saja ditelan hari ini, oleh sebuah kolam.

Jadi ceritanya hidup saya sebulan kemarin berputar pada kumpulan anak anak bebek. Pada awalnya, bertemu si anak-anak bebek ini cuma sebuah kewajiban buat saya. Tanggung jawab menurunkan ilmu katanya, walopun sayanya juga ga punya ilmu juga. Sehari-harinya ya paling dateng, ngecek, ngasistensi, bacot, pulang. Yah gitu gitu aja terus. Mana si anak anak bebek ini pada bodoh dibilangin ga paham paham. Yaudahlahya namanya juga baru netas.

Seiring jalannya waktu, makin lama saya makin banyak menemukan hal hal menarik. Bodoh bodohnya anak bebek ini bisa bikin saya ketawa hampir tiap hari. Pasti ada aja yang lucu. Ada yang blunder lah, kesemutan lah, ganteng lah, banyak deh. Bahkan sampe bisa bikin saya lupa kalo tugas ada banyak, macem paper 20 halaman dan lain lain. Entah kenapa, setiap saya jalan kesana, makin lama saya makin mikirin si anak anak ini. Tadinya cuma kewajiban, tapi rasanya lama lama jadi kebutuhan juga, karena tiap harinya ada suatu hal menarik yang bisa saya cari disana.

Lucu ya, padahal saya ga kenal mereka. Yah cuma sebatas tau nama, kenal personal juga cuma tau satu orang. Tapi kenapa ya, kok saya betah dan mau nungguin mereka terus aja gitu tiap malem. Pernah kemarin hari rabu, padahal saya ada dari jam 7 pagi bakal ada uts 3 biji, tapi saya nungguin mereka aja gitu sampe jam 2 malem. Sampe ngasih cemilan cemilan jeli jeli lucu. Padahal di dalem otak saya masih ada pertanyaan besar, sebenernya kenapa saya mau?

Saya masih mengesampingkan pertanyaan itu sampai akhirnya datanglah hari-H acara besar mereka. Dan di saat saya melihat anak anak bebek itu bergerak menuju langit ciptaan mereka, entah kenapa dalam benak saya juga ada harapan dimana mereka harus menjadi sesuatu yang fantastis. Bukan untuk sebuah pembuktian atau apa, saya cuma ingin mereka keren. Untuk kebanggaan mereka sendiri. Pada saat saya menonton mereka semua beraksi dengan segala kemampuannya, rasanya semua hal dan pengalaman di tempat itu, yang saya punya di kepala, tumpah kembali dan menginvasi pikiran saya. Gimana saya senangnya waktu selesai tampil di laut saya disana, euforianya, dan terharunya. Hebat. Jadi pas saya ngeliat salah satu anak bebek saya hampir nangis tadi, tenang, saya paham kok rasanya. Saya paham.

Mungkin, jawaban dari pertanyaan saya sekian hari kebelakang, yang bikin saya rela dan mau ngelakuin hal ini memang karena saya paham rasanya jadi mereka. Saya paham gimana capeknya, gimana susahnya, gimana senengnya. Dan saya mau membagi pengalaman itu sama anak anak bebek ini, sembari saya melihat lagi ke belakang, kira-kira satu setengah tahun lalu, dimana saya merasakan hal yang sama. Pada momen-momen sekian hari kemarin, rasanya penggalian memori saya terfasilitasi, dan itu bahagia. Saya bahagia melihat kalian semua juga bahagia.

Jadi, anak-anak bebek, sebenernya saya ga berharap sama sekali kalian baca tulisan ini. Dan saya juga ga mengharapkan siapapun baca tulisan ini. Tapi jika kalian sempat mampir sejenak tanpa sepengetahuan saya, dan melirik sedikit kesini, saya cuma mau bilang terima kasih sudah membuat saya bahagia karena bodoh-bodohnya kalian, terima kasih sudah membantu menggali memori saya, terima kasih sudah membuat saya bernostalgia.

Mungkin saya terlalu cepat nulis beginian, karena toh kalian masih punya momen momen lain untuk bisa bermain bersama nantinya. Masih banyak sekali. Dan saya harap setiap momen tersebut bisa kalian lewati dengan baik, lebih baik dibanding hari ini. Percaya sama saya, masa masa itu akan menjadi waktu terbaik di hidup kalian.

Hmm jadi saya mesti ngomong apa ya sekarang? Mungkin yang paling tepat yah…

Sampai jumpa lagi di momen selanjutnya.